I have a confession. Normally, I do the book study on Monday. I did not this week because of a migraine, and it has thrown me off for the whole week.
Today, I sat down to do it. Mainly because I now need to write a lesson for Sunday, do the graphic, and get ready for next week.
The last question in the book asks you to reflect on when God asked Abraham to sacrifice Isaac. This precious son that he loved, he was being asked to give up to God. The author asks, “Are you holding back anything from Yahweh Yireh?
I had to ponder on that one. I feel like I have laid everything at the feet of Jesus. My husband and I have a prayer book that we pray through every night, and it includes things that we have going on, not just what we are asked to pray for by others. For me specifically, we pray for my schooling, my ability to teach and lead this study, and my book.
So I asked God this morning to reveal to me what it is that I am holding back. He said, “Your book.” No, I told you I would do that, and I have started it. So I’m not holding it back. Then he said, you haven’t told anyone. I have, but it’s only a few, and by few I mean I can count them on one hand. I’m not looking for accolades; it’s not about me. He said, “Tell them.”
(I feel like I was having a Field of Dreams moment: “if you build it, they will come.”) I honestly questioned my sanity. Was I having a conversation with God, or was my mind just in self-talk mode? Then I remembered that God uses the Holy Spirit to talk to us…so I have to believe it was God.)
So, here it is. I am writing a book.
Now, I am not saying this for you all to praise me (I don’t take praise or compliments well). I am telling you for accountability and input. Basically, what I write here will be in my book. A daily devotional through the names of God. Or a “Middle-aged woman and her ramblings as she wanders through Scripture.” The title is a work in progress.
Now that I have been brave enough to tell you what I have been holding back on, I’ll move on.
What we have learned this week is that Yahweh Yireh is the provider. The one who knows our needs long before we speak about them to anyone. He is the one who is waiting for us to come to him. He will provide if we trust and obey.
Deuteronomy 15:5 says, “He will bless you only if you listen carefully to Yahweh your Elohim and faithfully obey all these commands I’m giving you today.”
I have been guilty of seeking the blessing without following the instructions. It’s like a child who eagerly waits for their prize that they were promised if they cleaned their room but didn’t actually clean their room. (I was the one who shoved it all under my bed as a kid.)
How often do we approach God with our hand out? Do we think God is Santa Claus? Giving us blessing upon blessing, even when we deserve the coal in our stockings?
God’s word says that he will bless us when we live in obedience. Abraham is proof of this when he quickly obeyed what God told him to do. Abraham’s ability to take a step of faith, in trust, in obedience, shows us that when we are tested, when we think that we can’t do what God is asking us to do, or when the diagnosis is not what we wanted to hear, when the bank account is in the negative, when the flu just won’t leave town, or when we can’t find a friend with a shoulder to cry on, if we just trust God, follow his commands, and lean into him, then he will bless us.
The blessing may not be what you expected, not what you think you needed, but we will be blessed. And it is often more than we can imagine. It’s a beautiful thing to trust and obey God’s commands. Yes, there are days when it’s hard and unfathomable. But beauty comes in refining, rainbows come after rain, and blessings come after obedience.
I pray you receive God’s blessing today, that you have seen Yahweh Yireh work this week. As you snuggle up to God with your Bible in hand and rest your head on his shoulder, give him your heart’s desires. Let him know your needs. He already knows them anyway. Then, walk in obedience and watch God work.
Have a great day with Jesus!
